Category: SHADES OF MEMORIES

I wake up each day sober. Yeah, like who wakes up high anyways🙄? It doesn't matter. What I am really getting at is a part of me I don't think I am ready to explore yet. Trust me, I have not the slightest clue what I am writing about or where the melange of words… Continue reading WHY WON’T YOU LET A GOOD MAN BE?

Anxious, patiently waiting for the other shoe to drop. Trying to figure out what's beneath the chemistry... Not looking forward to commitment just in it for the grabs... Trying to run out the emotional door. I have played and lived this scene many times over... Terrified, because for the first time I truly want to… Continue reading HOW DID YOU HEAR I LOVE YOU?

Have you ever been in a place where you want to really move past a hurtful feeling and you think to yourself, if only this other person would say sorry... Then the person says sorry and you are like finally; the magic words! only that they actually don't do their magic and you are still… Continue reading WHEN SORRY DON’T CUT IT

Is it strength to get back up when life knocks you down? I don't know whether it is strength or weakness, all I know is that either way, remaining knocked down or fighting back requires action and each action requires one's participation. I was conversing with someone about moving on one time; when the person… Continue reading STAYING DOWN

The first time I remember truly falling in love, it was looking into a pair of brown eyes. Of course you guessed right, it ended in premium tears but that's not what this expose is about... on second thought, let me give you a back story on how I came to be in this place… Continue reading REVERED

Have you ever found yourself slipping to a place you've promised yourself you wouldn't visit any time soon because the last time you were on the block things got messed up pretty fast? Well, been there, done that, and it still isn't pleasant. For me it usually starts with a conversation I promise myself not… Continue reading THE SPACE BETWEEN US: ACTUALLY YOU AND ME

I don't know if you are like me who struggle to keep it together becauseyou have pledged allegiance to happiness, but some days the pressure you didn't even know was building up suddenly overwhelms you and your high spirits come crashing down. It often starts with this simple thought; What is the point of all… Continue reading THE SPACE BETWEEN US: A FLOATING GUIDE INTO THE UNKNOWN

Some days I think I have finally figured it out, everything that makes me a better human. In these days that I feel great about my humanity, it reflects on every iota of perspective I share. I speak as one who has finally reached equilibrium in spirit and as one long past the pitfall of… Continue reading IT’S OKAY TO NOT BE OKAY

Maybe you were not meant to have an easy life and that explains all the dark tunnels you've had to fumble your way out of. How it always seems that you are constantly reaching but never attaining Like your baggage is a ton more weighty than gravity can defy. It seems like you always have… Continue reading IN THE UPROAR

I don't know why it started or when, but I know that recently, it has been amplified. In case you don't follow, this is all about physique. I am a slim, petite lady with a lot of bones to show. I have maintained a certain kilogram since I was old enough to recognize myself. Why… Continue reading MY COLLAR BONE