This post is dedicated to many who wonder and wander in search of matching souls, many who have been pierced too many times and left with perforation. Many who are now numb and devoid of passion, many who are learning to walk in love again after crashing, many who have lost themselves with no replacement for the void, many who want to try again but are too scared.
One day, you will be secured. Secured in what you are and aren’t. You will celebrate a love that makes you feel as worthy as you already know because you found yourself worthy first. A love that makes you feel like you have nothing to prove and nothing to change because all that you are is all you ever need to be, to be loved as you are. A love that speaks your language with the same frequency and decibel that you wouldn’t need to lose your voice.
You will be in a constant daze, wondering what you must do each day to keep this love, and even when you try to fathom why, it will make no sense. It will feel endless and unstoppable; it will feel complete. And within fear, and without fear, you will find courage, for it is perfect in acceptance. You will know that every moment is another adventure worth discovering.
Every moment brings with it potential choas but also opportunity to choose again, to appear correctly, to navigate the unknown with faith that the plot will not change, there’d always be love even when it evolves, when changes become constant, it will still feel familiar, the tunes and the lyrics, they are of patience, understanding, and commitment to working things out no matter how turbulent.
It is knowing that there are circumstances beyond your control, that there are events you never recover from, it is the silent prayer that you can navigate each hurdle triumphantly while appreciating that every battle you win is a gift that prepares you to love newly with depths that only shared experiences can bring.
This love is waiting because you know all the answers you seek will come; it is knowing that even the pain is worth it, that silent tears, even not of joy, lead to happiness. It is every moment of misunderstanding that provides another opportunity for intimacy, it is depth and acceptance, yet room for mystery.
This love is peaceful mornings, wrapped in a warm embrace, a symphony of chirping birds outside the window, the smell of coffee brewing, and the sound of ecstasy as you welcome another day in your story. It is magnificent acceptance that your imperfections are the very foundation of this worthiness. This love will remind you of your wildest dreams and let you open your eyes to live it.
This love will make you question why you ever doubted that you are enough. It will replace every feeling that convinced you of your irrelevance. This love will thank you just because, for being, for becoming, for trying, for choosing, for staying. This love will teach you to let your guard down, to learn to love again without fear of being dismissed for not performing.
This love will teach you vulnerability in a way that empowers and liberates you, it will teach you boundaries, setting them and respecting them, it will teach you not to bother hiding because there is always an observer curious about all that is beneath your beautiful, and you will be constantly reflected in the mirror of adoration and esteem.
This love will make you fight ego, help you constantly conquer the fear of losing yourself, as though giving a part of yourself that you will never claim back. Rather, you will discover that every part of you that is lost is buried to become something new. A loss will never be without gain, a continuous process of dying and blooming differently.
This love will never let you wander in uncertainties without an anchor, nor let you wallow in shame for parts of you that may never be fixed. This love will be gentle with you, kind, patient, forgiving, chastising, equipping, cheering, steering, protecting. This love will put you first, even on selfish days. This love will always reassure you that there is more in reserve. There is no love bombing, it is slow burn, an inextinguishable flame, unedning passion with a different fragrance.
This love will make every other love pale in comparison, will make every tear before the discovery meaningless, this love will be worth every trial and hurdle, every piercing scream, every obliteration that betrayal caused, this love will make your heart beat again, wildly, loudly, madly, with gratitude that in this story of yours, you will be able to say:
Love conquers all.
Xoxo,
Dcconoisseur.
Connoisseur of Memories 