I see you

There is nothing you can be than you little girl, because you can change every moment “you” wish to but I see you out there wishing to be like everyone else and no one at all.

I see how you try out there to be different without realizing your difference.

I remember the first time you did this “try to be like someone else.” it was when you heard a group of people say about someone else, “oh I like how she is super compose and quiet, she is not like all her course mate. “

Then, you tried to be quiet the next day, a perfect imitation of a tomb and everyone that saw you asked if everything was alright as though you were in mourning.

You wondered why everyone was being so concerned about you in fact, you found it offensive, couldn’t they deduce that you were trying to be cool, or the version of cool you thought you should be.

Ideally, your cool looks like this: you are smart, confident, loud mouth, unapolegitic, rambunctious. You really can’t hide that zest, that savvy, that inexplicable insight that goes with your overthinking… You are the very definition of chaotic compusure.

The thing is after you try really hard to be somebody else and you succeed, will you like the version of you, you beat yourself into?

Call it what you want but let go of all the version of you you think you should be and just focus on unbecoming all the very phases you strive to fit into. Set your tempo, create your music, you are the dance you seek. The very definition of what the world is yet to see.

Unleash baby girl, welcome you.

Xoxo,

Dcconnoisseur 😘