It is neurotic. You know you are acting crazy almost obsessive and compulsive, but you can’t help it because your mind is spinning in all the million ways you are not enough and can be replaced.
You know there is nothing wrong with you deep down. In fact, you are aware that you are better than some if not most and yet, you feel dissatisfied because you compare yourself with one person you can never be and believe that person is everything you are not.
Where is the lie in that?
Are you not supposed to be one of a kind? Why, then are you going about seeking your replacement? as if they can ever be you if they tried or you them…
What is wrong with you?
Why would you think you are not enough when you are this and more? I don’t think you don’t know you are enough…I think what you are is dissatisfied about one thing and you have let that consume, fade and bleach all the thoughts of your awesomeness.
Why do you feel so limited when you have wings? You can actually fly. The sky is open space…no boundaries. Set sail as high as the moon, reach for the galaxies.
You are a shooting star. Your blaze cannot be hid but you dim your light because you are not confident in your bliss.
You think the dark in you is able to withstand the shine you carry? Think again.
You can only go under if you refuse to acknowledge your value. You are immensely beautiful, iridescent.
Why are you chasing your inadequacies…when there is a queue to worship your perfection… stand in the stage of your light. Let the worship remind you that you were created to glow.
If it is validation you seek… no one can give that to you because all you need is to reach on the inside and turn on your light…That’s how to endorse your essence.
Who can ignore that sparkle that remains a mystery beyond their reach. You are that mystery… be lost in your unravelling.
I know you can’t see the stars right now but that’s because you are chasing shadows… come out and beyond the skies, the spot you are meant to take up in creation.
Remember, I am the mirror that sees you for who you are. I am on the otherside waiting to see you really see yourself.
I won’t judge your journey but you need to speed up to here fast… the cosmos is fading because it hasn’t beheld your Be-you-till-full.
Glow baby, glow. You are all you have ever needed.
Connoisseur of Memories 