Have you ever been in a place where you want to really move past a hurtful feeling and you think to yourself, if only this other person would say sorry…
Then the person says sorry and you are like finally; the magic words! only that they actually don’t do their magic and you are still as mad, angry and hurt as you were before the magic words?
Well, I have been there. I am there now; even as I type these words. Sometimes sorry doesn’t work especially when the hurt is so aggravating.
Sometimes sorry just takes the fight out of you but it doesn’t quell the hurt. This is why it is said that actions speak louder than words.
I am here waiting for the action that will fix all the things sorry can’t but I know it is a long time coming. Actions need to play out and more often than not, consistently for it to fix certain things but maybe sorry is a good thing… it starts the healing process.
I don’t feel better yet but I think I am well on my way.
Ciao.
Connoisseur of Memories 